20s Diary

This is my first-ever blog post. If you are reading this, hi! I graduated last week from my uni and I wanted to take this opportunity to start writing this blog. Currently, I’m looking for something to do in this extra semester, as I finished in January. I was thinking of applying to be an au pair, uh, and also I need to look at master’s programs that interest me and where I could continue my studies. I find this stage in my life quite interesting, all my friends are in different stages. Some got married, some work, some still are in school, and here I am, super unsure of the future. This made me start thinking: one, I cannot be the only one who is in this wired limbo, I still life at home, but I kinda feel out of place, and so on and so on. Two, maybe I could start documenting my journey as I figure out life, three, maybe I can share my experiences with others, so we get to help each other out? So yeah, this is where I’m at. I’m on the one hand super excited for the opportunities that await me, and at the same time, terrified of the steps to get there. I have no idea about who I dream to be, not like 10-year-old me who was sure I would be a world famose singger by now, but I do have some ideas that I would love to achieve this year.

So first thing first, I need to decide on a uni for my masters or at least you know start filling out applications. Second I need to find a family who I can au-pair for somewhere in the Schengen zone (cause I do not want to deal with the paperwork elswhere lol). Finally, I need to organize my thoughts in terms of what else to write about on here than ranting about the uncertainty of my 20s.

Hope you enjoyed my first-ever post. You can expect more unorganized ranting from me in the future. Anyways hope I made you think at least just a little bit about the grey zone of your 20s.